Cascading downwards

Actually, they're all downs, but one is in a good kid of way.

Tuesday, I felt the entire day feeling like I was about to pass out. Someone asked if that meant I was tired. Well, yes, tired and shaky and lightheaded. Fun, fun.

So I skipped my evening class, since I was afraid I'd pass out in the car on the longer drive, and took yesterday off. I'm still tired, and maybe a little shaky, but no longer lightheaded.

Rich thinks I've been taking the dieting too far and not eating enough. That might be part of it, but it's not like I'm not eating at all.

On the other hand, my scale actually showed me my goal weight yesterday. Of course it's a digital scale that likes to mess with me, and added 1.5 lbs when I tried again about 10 seconds later, but still, I'm close.

So today I came into work, but I still feel like crap. And I have class tonight, which I really don't want to go to, as we are having formal debates. Ugh. And I always get assigned to the side I don't agree with.

My new bathing suit finally arrived yesterday. Good thing, as I wanted it for family reunion this upcoming weekend. It is much more purpley than I thought - I thought it was more of a lavender, but it is definitely purple. Light purple. I like it. My last bikini was black.

And it fits like a charm. I figure the boobs will distract from and overshadow (literally, heh) the imperfect stomach. But it's still way better than I looked last year (by 20 lbs), so i'm pretty happy.

And I can show off my tattoo again. Doesn't show in a one-piece. I'm wondering how many younger cousins will notice for the first time.